Sunday, January 4, 2009

Too good to be true?

A few days ago I received a message on OkCupid from a guy.  I thought nothing of replying and was quickly impressed by what I read/saw.  We were soon chatting on yim with me watching his webcam.  He so far seems like everything I have been waiting for.  I have agreed to be his teacher.  I have given my vow of friendship.  We have discussed a M/s relationship being possible, and maybe a romantic one.  We were a little naughty online, and then I called him today.  I feel like I am on a precipice.  Ready to fall.  How can I be feeling so much for someone so soon?

I don't feel ready, but at the same time I want it all NOW.  I want to totally possess him.  Make him mine in every way.  I have never felt such a need to own.

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